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so yeah people, 3 days to go to the first day of 2011. the first page of our new story book. I’m pretty excited.. you know, having the spirits for a better self, hoping for good things will come along, thinking about goals to approach.
anyway let’s start with holiday story. mine? it’s not much really. not like other people who go abroad or go in a trip, this time I found it comfortable getting myself a proper rest for most of the days in this holiday. after a tiring yet amazing year. and also getting ready for the busiest month ahead. I don’t really go out much like my free days back then now. I love to sleep late and wake up so late, turn on the tv, get my lunch and go back to the room, read some books, well stuff like that. at first I thought this will be such a busy holiday since I have things to do for the upcoming school’s event but then it’s not really effective so yeah.
also, I think a lot during this holiday. I think about what I’ve done this year, what I want to do next year, what I should improve from myself, and stuff. I realize that, I learned hell a lot this year and even from the previous year before 2010. I have trough a lot of moments, I have been there done that on so many things, I learned from the movies I watched, the books I read, and the music I listened to, I even learned from the tweets I read.
from what I have learned plus few days of revealing what exactly I want to do or to be in 2011…. I wanna do good things that make me happy. to make this simple, I wanna be H A P P Y. the word ‘happy’ itself has different meanings for each of us. in my case, happy is enjoying life through its ups and downs, appreciate small things in life, be happy for what I will get and what I already have. I don’t wish to have a lot of money and all that. in 2011, I just really want to learn to accept everything as they are to be happy. not to have everything to be happy. I think that’s my main goal for 2011. and I know it’s not gonna be easy for a teenager like me haha. but hey, at least I know what I want right?
for the rest of my goals, well, small things like to learn more than to study harder, to discover more things in the world, to let go (seriously, to live is to let go. to let go your anger, to let go what has happened to you, and all that.), aaand live healthy! that probably will be the hardest thing to do.. I eat like a hungry pig. I guess that’s all :) enjoy the rest of your holiday people! anyway hoping for Indonesia winning the football match tonight! and after that gonna hit blowfish to watch Bloc Party :D yay holiday!
