“You.. I love you. Do you want to be my girlfriend?”
-Arfian Putra. October 30, 2011.
I could be in love
But I just don’t know, don’t know
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do is working~
Sunday, September 4. Sunny & Green, Bandung.
I’d kill to have a leisure time like this again.
Life updates on the last day of October.
These past months were fulfilled with studying at most of the times. And well, I also spent a lot of times thinking. You know, living the senior year of high school with all the burden over your shoulder and it also means I can’t go to bed earlier, I can’t just do nothing in spare times, I can’t let any of my assignments left undone and all those stressing to-do(s) are simply physically and mentally devastating.
Anyways a lot has happened on October. Actually, a lot of good thing has happened to me. My academic scores are increasing (which I have to keep it that way), my love life became like nothing lasts forever by maroon 5 then best thing I never had by Beyonce and yes as cheesy as it sounds now I’m taking a chance of experiencing a new adventure :) , had an amazing journey with DW class of 2012, became a contributor in http://furmagazine.blogspot.com/, participated in Binus MUN 2011, went to really cool events and I guess life is being good these days. The only thing that seems could tear me up right now is accounting exam that I will have in the next few hours.
As usual, I’d really like to post photos of what I’ve been through recently. If only I have the time. Probably I will make the time to upload some of it.
Have you evaluate all the good things that happened to you in the past month? Take a look back and be grateful :D then we all may make our November wishes, yes? ;)
my creation on a failed instax photo.
http://abcdeeds.tumblr.com/post/10640841812
Do you realise how bad our relationship is? Yeah, on the surface it may seem all good, and smiles, but we have no connection. Last night you and I were on the table alone, for a good half an hour, and I had to leave you, and excuse myself because there was just nothing to talk about between us. I wish you were welcoming, warm, and understanding enough for me to talk to you about things. I wish I could tell you how I feel about the things I do, and the people in my life, but I can’t.
I know you doubt my potential in taking care myself, that’s why you’re always so grumpy, and worrying all the time. It’s based on love, perhaps, but is that really love? Or is it obsession? You love me, yet you are so cold. I wish you understood how I felt, how different we are. I know that you are different, but do you know me?
…
I wish you’d let me live my life a little more, trust me in the night. I am always with good people, friends who love me, and no matter what we do, will make sure that I get home safely. I don’t drink a lot. I hate being drunk, so you don’t even need to worry about that. I know how to take care of myself, and even my friends sometimes.
the only thing I could possibly imagine in every minute of my life right now.
they say: set your dream high, right?
“Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you have imagined.”
-Henry David Thoreau
there’s nothing, really.
holiday is one week away and I cant wait for it. so I can have my life and do things I like. so that afterwards, I can have a story to be written like finally. it’s been awhile.
call me stupid cause I’ll always say I don’t know.
I don’t why am I doing this to us. I don’t know what makes me do it. I don’t know what am I suppose to say. I don’t know what’s the best thing I could do. the only thing I know is that I’m waiting cause I know that we need to talk. there are just too much things left unsaid in between.
call me a fool, but I do miss you.
chill, I’m still breathing.
the last time I post something that (at least for me) a bit matter was on April. now I’m trying to look back to what I’ve done in the past couple moths and here’s the only thing I can say: I’VE BEEN THROUGH A LOT OF THINGS.
big thing on May was the 2nd SGGS International Students Conference. it was incredible. you know, be a delegate and represent your country, met new friends from around the world, discovered new experiences, tasted good foods. this amazing trip to Penang was another hit in my life :)
with some other Indonesian delegates.
with the Thailand dudes. Thai guys really know how to be a good friends don’t they? not only I’m missing those guys in the picture I also miss Wit and Dino right now :’)
sightseeing around Penang and ate a lot of yummy foods! well that’s it about the ISC.. actually I did a lot of serious things too back then (like workshops etc) and oh, I was one of the Chairman for the workshop :}
hmm.. what else?
I suppose another big thing after the super experience on May, I had my awesome summer holiday on June. 3 weeks of holidays and what I did was joining the jazz ballet summer class, went to Bandung and meet my wicked friends, also went to Semarang to accompanied my mum and the rest was normal.. I did a lot of ‘me’ time, I did some shopping too since there was a huge sale overwhelming in every corner of this town and you know, do stuff as usual, read my unread books and all that. but the point is so far, my life’s been great. thanks to God.
about school stuff? I didn’t really make a good result in the 4th semester but it was ok it wasn’t a big shit after all. and now I’m starting my day in senior year. everyone can feel the pressure already though :] ain’t it just prefect? ;)
I took this photo in Penang, Malaysia. the cat is SUPER cute.
“I want to live my life to the absolute fullest,Nutrilon Royal (via rumput)
To open my eyes to be all I can be.
To travel roads not taken, to meet faces unknown.
To feel the wind, to touch the stars.
I promise to discover myself,
To stand tall with greatness,
To chase down and catch every dream.
Life is an adventure.”
1. A Story of Boys Meets Girl - Mychael Danna & Rob Simonsen
2. Us - Regina Spektor
3. There Is A Light That Never Goes Out - The Smiths
4. Bad Kids - Black Lips
5. Please, Please, Please Let Me Get What I Want -The Smiths
6. There Goes The Fear - Doves
7. You Make My Dreams - Hall & Oates
8. Sweet Disposition - The Temper Trap
9. Quelqu’un M’a Dit - Carla Bruni
10. Mushaboom - Feist
11. Hero - Regina Spektor
12. Bookends- Simon & Garfunkel
13. Vagabond - Wolfmother
14. She’s Got You High - Mumm-Ra
15. Here Comes Your Man - Meaghan Smith
500 days of summer’s tracklisting.
what can I say? I love all of ‘em.
I got some troubles but they won’t last
I’m gonna lay right down here in the grass
And pretty soon all my troubles will pass
‘cause I’m in shoo-shoo-shoo, shoo-shoo-shoo
Shoo-shoo, shoo-shoo, shoo-shoo Sugar Town
